I realized not too long ago, that things just never come my way.. it never did and it never will.
We like to believe that we are different, we are unique and we matter but the utter truth is that we really do not!
Even those who really matter or think they do .. do not matter all the time…
Brian wave riding his board in Miami…
Sarah snapchatting her cat in berth…
Ajay drinking his chai in Calcutta..
Ahmed stirring his mother’s pot of lentils while she prays in morocco..
Norse checking the water heat before taking a bath in Finland..
these people all think they matter somehow.. and they really do..
For one person, in one moment , at one location….
like Brian hitting his brakes right before running over a bike and its rider turning left next to a crowded lane… or Sarah running back to turn off the oven the moment she glanced the baby sitter carrying her baby to the kitchen for dinner .. or Ajay clicking apply for a job where he manages to accelerate research for wireless electricity, and Ahmad breaking his number sim card after deciding to leave his group of friends of just told him they have a way to go to Syria and get real big loads of money, or Norse withdrawing all her safety fund to use for trip to south asia with a group of minimalists after breaking up with her 4 years boyfriend who just got too comfortable with his life style and took her for granted!
Even Stephen hawking matter at some point when you glace a sparkle in the sky .. it might be just another satellite that he helped somehow to get it there safely or in its course in the universe, or simply when you just finished watching the theory of everything and realized how much you need to take another look at your life and re-evaluate it !
You see we all matter, somehow to someone but only when we take a decision, or Not!
I decided to take the decision.. of not deciding on a couple of things in my life just because i can, and just because i know that by not taking action i will have the chance of finding out if i matter or not.. if my acts affect and change a course of life any where on this globe! it might not make sense to you my dear friends but sometimes you just got to give life its right to take you where you should be .. not plans .. just you .. and time will tell!
Give it to God and Go to sleep!